I am ashamed and pissed off actually

I didn't panic, I didn't get negative. I kept it positive all week. It's like I said earlier when you have a loved one with an addiction or a using problem and one day they steal some of your $ or get arrested. You know you shouldn't take it personally, that you've done your best, but GDI it still feels bad. I'm real let down right now. IDK if I believe in these guys anymore I feel bad for AP and KLUWE. All they had to do was win. I wouldn't have cared how.

Fuck. Quit Smoking Crack and stealing my joy you Vikings!!!